apology for non-symmetry - chronic future

I must apologize for not participating in symmetry
But it's been such a struggle to win entry to this industry
Put simplistically it sickens me for my lack of contributions
I hope to tighten loose ends with new sense and end this nuisance

I think it's more
More than I can take
I don't exactly know just what to say to you
(so now the roof has hit the floor)
That I haven't said before

And it feels just like I have been more than
Patient enough with wasted breath on bluffs with no bread to touch
Soon enough, much of what I give will become the unstable crutch
Then who would you get to lend you a new menu of gifts
To spit quick and then shift to the next on your list

Cause it feels like I'm gonna try tonight
We got a different way of seeing what the day can bring
And I know that I'm stepping up to the line
Now I'm man enough to understand it
So come on navigate while I drive
We got a different way of seeing what the day can bring
Cause it feels like I'm gonna try tonight

Well look who decided to show up grown up in slow motion
I have to ask you how did you pass through your own erosion
Could you help me get through this life with you instead of
Me impeaching the breeze of your breath for every issue
I can't give up I gotta keep trying as hard as possible
And never throw at you the me that compromised with stappable
I make it so hard to try I'll do what I know is right
Don't make it seem like t his isn't forever
Because I want to come through
And be there for you but it feels so bad that I
It feels so bad that I was not there all those times