bonds in which we break - the autumn offering

Where'd those days go when I thought I knew you?
What happened to the person, I once loved.
Desolate thoughts are all I think of now.
Its killing my mind, and now I want to kill you.
I see you now and stare into those whore stained eyes
And wonder how I could let you lead me to,
Believe that you were someone good for me, you weren't.
You're just another blood sucking leech.
Violence breaks out, inside my head.
The passive thoughts are now thrown away.
Despise and disgust are all I see in you now.
I wish things could have been right between us.
I wish you were the person you had appeared to be.
But now my thoughts are gone, and thrown away.
But now my hate is buried inside me,
Left for new seeds to grow, to grow from this.
How long will it be, until you notice, there is nothing left for us.
Whoa. these spoken infidelities will never see our daylight again.
So where does this all lead us to now?
I'll never be able to look at you again.
But maybe that is for the best now we'll see.
Death is now near my dear, we must part our ways.
One thousand cries now die.