compulsive prep - MEST

so pissed off i can't get it off my mind
because it's happened again for the second time
i know she's lying but I believe her anyway
because I wanted things to turn out my way

some things are hard to let go
and sometimes you ain't got a choice
seems like no one wants to listen
or like they can't even hear my voice

speechless for words
but so many thoughts in my head
trying to figure out who I still got while
lying alone in my bed
and It's too emotional for my own good but is that bad
and would you care more if I cared less
but I guess it doesn't really matter anymore
because I'm gettin' rid of this mess

some things are hard to let go
and sometimes you ain't got a choice
seems like no one wants to listen
or like they can't even hear my voice

if I could turn back time I would not talk to you
cause you didn't want to hear from me and look how quickly were through
and I don't know if you do this to everyone but if you do
I think you're goin' down
because with a mind set like that you will eventually
get dicked around

ya goin' down ya goin' down and I'm not gonna' be around
ya goin' down ya goin' down and I'm not gonna' be around
ya goin' down ya goin' down and I'm not gonna' be around

to help you to help you
to help you to help you pull through

some things are hard to let go
and sometimes you ain't got a choice
seems like no one wants to listen
or like they can't even hear my voice

some things are hard to let go
and sometimes you ain't got a choice
seems like no one wants to listen
or like they can't even hear my voice