fortune - die happy

I.
here I am talking ´bout discoveries
emptyness, how silly everything can be
my words are strong
my acts are weak
the truth is different
I wanted all
now I am standing here, don´t give a damn
I am lost in my past, in reality
it drones in my head – a weird tone
it sounds like...
I didn´t lose
I think there must be more
I think there must be more
but I don´t wanna wait...
Ref:
THE FUCKING FORTUNE IS NOT SMILING UPON ME
NOT ONE CHANCE TO SHOW MY CAPABILITY
I´M MAD, I´M MAD, I´M MAD
II.
here I am hiding my head in sand
here I am swearing I am innocent
don´t wanna crawl, don´t wanna sink
all on my own
I wanted all
but it´s hard to believe
I will stand on the top of the world
and smile down
who will tell me where it is at all
who will tell me how to get there
´cause I don´t wanna wait...