how i feel - alexz johnson

I know how this all must look
Like a picture ripped from a story book
I've got it easy
I've got it made
There's a golden road laid out before me
And everyone how they adore me
Like a diamond
In the sun
Did you just waste your breath
Asking me how I feel today
Or do you really want to know
I'm completely unconnected
Constantly rejected
Like everything I've ever loved is coming down
I'm drowning in emotion
In the middle of the ocean
Never knowing when it's over and I'm going down
That's how I feel
I know I signed up for this game
Where everybody knows my name
Now they own a little piece of me
My happiness fell off the track
And I'd do anything to get it back
Give this all, I'd give this all away
Did you just waste your breath
Asking me how I feel today
Is that a place you wanna go
I'm completely unconnected
Constantly rejected
Like everything I've ever loved is coming down
I'm drowning in emotion
In the middle of the ocean
Never knowing when it's over and I'm going down
Then you see me
You say you don't even know me
Couldn't pick me out of a line now
The girl you know is so far-gone
And I'm in hiding
Living life undercover
Smiling face for the camera
I'm not long for this world
I'm completely unconnected
Constantly rejected
Like everything I've ever loved is coming down
I'm drowning in emotion
In the middle of the ocean
Never knowing when it's over and I'm going down
That's how I feel
Then you see me
Say you don't even know me