julie h. - dynamite boy

It was hard to let you go
Harder yet to hear those words
And everyday since then
I've been tryin' to break your curse
For all those times you made me wonder why I live
I'd paralyze my hate
with all the thoughts of love
that you'd give to me...
as long as I live I can never forget you
even though I try with all my heart
as long as I live I can never forget you
even though I try with all my might
well it's five years later now
and my heart's no longer numb
the way we acted was so childish and dumb
I was just a toy to you but you never really cared
Cuz it's so clear to me that the feelings were so strong
you were scared of me