leaving it up to you - revelation theory

I don't know why I'm so caught up in covering up the past.
After all this time I, I thought I would be over you at last.
But it kills me at night, I was hoping you'd give me a second chance.

But I'm leaving it up to you, leaving it up to you.
And there's nothing that I can do.
Cause I walked away when I said I'd stay, with you.

No excuses so, I thought I'd make it better as I go.
If I could go back in time I, I wouldn't leave you waiting all alone.
I lay awake late at night.
I wish I had the courage to say no.

But I'm leaving it up to you, leaving it up to you.
And there's nothing that I can do.
Cause I walked away when I said I'd stay.
Leaving it up to you, (I wanna come back home and...)
I'm leaving it up to you. (I wanna come back home.)
And there's nothing that I can do.
Cause I walked away when I said I'd stay, with you.
...with you.
...with you.

After all this time I try to understand this pain.
No excuses so I find a reason to run away.
...to run away.

But I'm leaving it up to you, leaving it up to you.
And there's nothing that I can do.
Cause I walked away when I said I'd stay.
Leaving it up to you, (I wanna come back home and...)
I'm leaving it up to you. (I wanna come back home.)
And there's nothing that I can do.
Cause I walked away when I said I'd stay, with you.
with you.
with you.