my everything - cauterize

I still miss you, I still care, sometimes I swear you're still here.
Do you miss me?
Do you care?
Does it hurt that I'm not there?
Told me you need something better.
What is better than love?
Told me you need something new.
But all I need is you to feel the way you make me feel.
I never meant to hurt you, never meant to say those things,
never meant to write them down in a song about the way it used to be.
It used to be so good.
You used to be my everything.
I just want you to know that I'm just fine on my own.
Do you want me to know that you hate being alone?
Did you think I would fall for this over again we're repeating.
Did you think I would crawl back,
crawl back one more time to feel the way I feel.
How's your hand?
My eyes healed nicely.
How's the time pass by without me?
I hope this hurts like hell cause why should you be fine?