now - days of the new

I feel alone even with myself
But it does better me
I'd like to tell you how I'm feeling now
But it ruins everything

You try to judge me now, tomorrow's okay
You try to tell me now how I should feel
I don't feel like I should be here

I feel alone even with myself
Do you know what I mean?
I can't explain those things that seem to repel me
They ruin everything

Your fears are working now, but I don't complain
I'm working hard to listen and that's okay
Don't you know it's not okay to be afraid of me

I hate to tell you but you're in my way
I hate when someone tries to push me away
Don't you know you can't be afraid of me
Giving away all I'm feeling now

Why don't you listen to this heart full of pain
Sounds like complaining, but it's hard to refrain
Don't you know you can't be afraid of me
Giving away all I'm feeling now