shadows of betrayal - the autumn offering

Time after time, I've been deflected from your life
Now the time has come, to end your reign
Time after time, I've let myself be stepped on
Calling forth I scream out, my cries go unheard
Anguish and agony, brought on now through all I know
Intangible it seems, but I'll find my way
You were never there to pick me up when I fell
I was never the one to think of your for help
In the end we'll never see eye to eye
This is how it will be no matter what you say
Shadows fall over us, but I am left reflecting
I am lost, so fucking lost
Running trying to find, the light at the end
Pushing my way through these walls
I'll make it through this hellish world
Anguish and agony, brought on now through all I know
Intangible it seems, but I'll find my way
You were never there to pick me up when I fell
I was never the one to think of you for help
In the end we'll never see eye to eye.
This is how it will be no matter what you say
I'll paint these walls. I'll coat these walls.
I'll paint these fucking walls
Red with your blood
For my one true savior... Myself