staler 2000 (armchair martian) - bad astronaut

I'm only waving to get out of the way
I know that the check in avoids the pain
and I'm only lying to the one's that suggest it
If ever I was missed, you know that I caved
All I know is you came too quickly
and left the same
I couldn't believe it when you stayed
I just knew you were leaving soon
Enough you're so anxious
praying on the breaking news
and now the sun goes down to soon
I'm only staring at your eyes dear
to think of a reason why mine cry
I wanna get you back
so I can give you away
Head filled with ego
heart filled with fame
Enough you're so anxious
hanging on the breaking noose
and now the sun goes down to soon
and I wonder
who you're hanging tonight