the yearning - the autumn offering

If you only saw it all, would your words even change?
The torment, the anger, out last demise.
Your truth defeats my time.
All and all, for what it's worth.
Would you change your fucking mind?
You carry on, I'll walk behind.
No need to test our time.
The story goes on again, it all repeats the same.
The crying, screaming, loss for words.
Your memory remains.
All I ask for is strength of mind, I numb to ease the pain.
You play your part, the victim at heart.
Once more repeats the same.
The yearning keeps burning.
It all repeats the same.
Regret, it sits.
I can't be proud of this.
Condemned I am, just sit inside this shell.
Hide all my feelings, and take me from this world.
I could not leave all I know behind