this love - the magic numbers

Through the gates of life she left
Through the years I've wept
Lying face down in the ground
I can't hold you now

Why did I choose to refuse you
Its not that I used you
I left when I should've
Believed that I could of held on
But you never let go
Or at least I don't think so

And if all I've got are these tears
Will the sun come up
And rid me of darkness again
Throw my hands up

Why did I choose to refuse you
Its not that I used you
When all of my words
Were withheld and unheard
I did fall
But you never let go
Or at least I don't think so

Said you know that I'm here
Said you know that I'm here
And if all I want is a room with you
To break down the windows and pull you through
If all I see is an empty sky
That pulls you out from the snow

I don't wanna know This Love
I don't wanna know
It's all I'll ever have
This love
I don't wanna know

This love
This heart
This is waking up [x4]

This love
Maybe we can learn
This love
Maybe we can learn
This love