with pitiless blows - a life once lost

We collapse, hands interlude
cheek against cheek
a pulse duet hums through our veins
and I'm not sure why I continue
when we start to embarrass each other
as our lies attain bi-partial virtue
and all I want is to die
I gain and lose control
like some fucked up lust opiate
and now you will forever abhor me
as I purge myself one piece at a time
I won't forget my reflection
loved and lost in between your thighs
don't forget how I can't forget you
I continue
when we start to embarrass each other
hypnotic and gross, stained with a big deal
and all I want is to die
I'd rather erase my two ton impact on your life
this shouldn't be my only way out
anxious to have validity knowing I only take up space
I'll continue to swell thanks to the induction of severity